I wonder if i consider the time I spent on you wasted
my new therapist said you don’t sound like a good person
i promised myself I wouldnt let the topic
snake it’s way into our first session
but it did.
She said the rent in my head
should be more expensive
and that you were never worth
such a spacious apartment
I said the laws of my mind
favor the tenants
I mandated the eviction
but only after he broke the central air conditioning
for the entire building
then stole the fridge
furniture, and microwave from his unit
When i got to replacement shopping
i found i couldnt remember
the original placement of things,
wasn’t there a table? a rack?
What was the position of the bed?
afterwards, it never looked right to me
so I never rented it again
I said doctor, it’s just
this emptiness he left.