to see me beg

if i make it through this
ill never smoke again
if i make it through this
ill be a better friend
if i make it through this
ill use yoga and meditation,
i swear to it
and finally make that difference
ive talked about making…

but god, why can’t you see
how hard i was already trying?
or is it just that you get a kick
out of seeing me beg for it?

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