i do, i dont
i give a yes and a no
id take it all back
but i cant breathe carbon dioxide
into oxygen again
the deed is done
i feel dead
im double crossed and poorly said
i mean, poorly spoken-
im confused again

I am a poet! I am. I am. I am a poet, I reaffirmed, ashamed.
"I could not help thinking of the wonders of the brain that hears the music & of our skill sometimes to record it."