another admission: i stopped taking my medication for a week.

thats sleeping pills, birth control
antidepressants, antianxiety,
that my therapist has me taking.

i just wasnt home,
then i thought i didnt need them.
its only been a month or two
since i started.

then i had a nightmare last night
and woke up screaming.
i wont even tell you what it is.
ill tell you this;
i decided to start taking them again.

7 thoughts on “another admission: i stopped taking my medication for a week.

  1. Good. Never a good idea to stop, ding dong. 😉 I’m glad you’re back on them.

    And, waking up screaming is never fun. I did that just last week… fucking bullshit brain.

    💙

    1. oh, mr. blog. i feel like one of the scary monsters i dream about. i never thought id rely on medication. i didnt think it was so bad. but therapy is hard. it brings up stuff

      1. Therapy IS hard. Most every kind is… even physical therapy. But then, you learn to crawl and eventually walk again, and it’s good.

        Being on medication is not bad. It’s okay to need it to survive.

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