Another night out, another prescription, another poem about trying to change the way im living.

im reliving all the recent wrongs
im lost in thought
i think about that run in with the cops
i think about that night with todd

while some guy is saying
i didnt have sex with you
because i try not to be a rapist
in most situations.
i try very hard not to do it
i say oh, ok. Thanks.

i remember when that didnt happen
i remember what i can remember about it
and i understand the panic attacks
the pain, i tell my therapist about it

and she ups my medication.

she says my anxiety is extreme.

maybe this will help me
change the way im living.

8 thoughts on “Another night out, another prescription, another poem about trying to change the way im living.

    1. dont worry, i write quite alot. lately ive been thinking i write too much. but ill take this encouragement and run with it

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