Eureka

“When I’m feeling triggered, I tend to over-drink.”

“So, what triggers you, exactly?”

“Oh, straight men. I don’t like it when they hit on me.”

“So, can you give me an example?”

“Oh, I don’t know.  it’s like, I used to be a waitress,

and men used to hit on me, and I thought it was disgusting,

but I didn’t really care, because there was no chance that was gonna happen.”

“I see.”

“I don’t know if you do. I hate it when they try to get to know me.”

“Mmm-hmm, and why is that?”

“Because I’ve always had bad experiences getting close to men!

I hate it! It feels so dangerous.”

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4 thoughts on “Eureka

    1. I’m so glad to have you as a reader. It keeps being a mix of, I’m sorry you can relate, and I’m so glad I’m not alone

  1. It’s a risk, letting someone know you so intimately, because, by exposing your heart, it gets, broken easily, but, without opening up your heart, how can you find the love that you rightfully deserve???

    1. Good point-so often to me it feels like a predator/pray situation…my heart races, but not in a good way. I got lucky, I thought my current boyfriend was gay while we were getting to know eachother! 😀 avoided the whole threatened thing completely

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