“The medication is working well enough,
I’m not experiencing any side effects.
I just think we need to double or triple the dosage”
“Why is that?”
“Because I can still feel something.”
“What do you feel?”
“A profound sense of disappointment.
I feel like everyone can go swimming
in the ocean but me, and really enjoy it.
I have fun for awhile, then the waves pull me
under, and I sink into a dangerous direction.”