Debriefing/Warning: How I made each of my enemies [local edition]

  1. She bred rats in our kitchen with her nasty habits, poured bleach on them in a cruel attempt to eradicate the infestation, and screamed at me like a banshee because she thought i left the door open (even after the landlord vouched for me that the door was broken)
  2. He pretended he didn’t have a girlfriend and pursued me relentlessly -I also found out from some other local ladies that he has a history of doing this and some other disgusting secrets
  3. He made an offensive joke at my expense and then tried to force me to delete my poetry so i wouldn’t tarnish his precious reputation. He also said a disgusting sentence that would cause any woman to hate him, and he probably doesn’t even know which, but I do and I will tell on him.
  4. He flipped out because I rejected him, and our history causes me to panic and regress. He also said a disgusting sentence that would cause any woman to hate him, and he probably doesn’t even remember it. But I do, and I will tell on him.
  5. He forced himself on me in a way that was particularly disgusting. He also lied to me about his extensive criminal history. I could probably get him arrested just for being in the country.
  6. He weaseled his way into the feminist community to try and score chicks, and when i called him out on it, several feminists defended him and i looked like a dick even though i know from the way he treated me and by his own admission that he is not a fucking feminist

and writing this has caused me to have a panic attack. if any of you come near me again, i will tell everyone your dirty little secrets. And you can tell them that i have issues with men, which everyone is aware of already, and that I’m an alcoholic, which everyone is aware of already, and by the way, I quit drinking.

don’t come near me again.

 

had i told someone what was happening to me when i was being abused, it probably would have stopped. My years of keeping my mouth shut are over.

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7 thoughts on “Debriefing/Warning: How I made each of my enemies [local edition]

  1. Little children sometimes lie to their parents about being sexually molested because they want to protect their parents from the emotional distress of learning about their child being sexually molested. Some people are just born with protective-instincts, I guess. Life tends to torture us by means of such instincts. It’s the same way that pigs and cows are tortured for having the same kind of protective and defensive instincts (they wouldn’t be so tortured, if their instincts were different).

    You should always speak out about being abused.
    It turns out that keeping your mouth shut doesn’t really protect anyone at all.

    1. Well put, and heartbreaking-true. Also, gossip helps the community. It might not be best to do it too much, or take it too seriously, but its ok to try to protect your community by giving them a heads up.

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