life goes on like after deaths
i cant look at the news or the social media updates
of my friends. time is still for me like this cold, unmoving fog
i am stuck in. so i tried still going to work after it happened
because i thought that would made sense
and i fell asleep during a meeting in front of everyone
i excused myself to get an energy drink from the vending machine
which i never drink. it worked for fifteen minutes, then i had to get another
and i felt so sick. life goes on, except it is more and more
embarrassing. and i dont think i got a chance to comb my hair
and my clothes smelled like disaster that first day
only now do i realize it was charity to even let me come in


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